Had another chance at sexual fulfillment for the first time again (with FREd) today in over a year. Still nothing. I hadn't even cum in three days in an attempt to make it even more inevitable (perhaps that was counterproductive?). This is starting to get annoying. I am almost 30 and haven't even cum once in the presence of another human being.
I have theories, and I am beginning to agree with H that this is not a physical issue on my part. Not sure if/when I will elaborate.
No time to write more. Life continues to get busier and busier and yet I feel like I'm accomplishing less and less. Work is becoming an annoying timesuck and my daily/weekly schedule is so far away from "normal" hours that it's bordering on absurd.
Funny: The Mother just called down saying she's going to bed. She asked if I was OK. I hate how obvious I am when I'm feeling down. The funny part is, when she asked if I was going to be OK, I said, "I will be". That's essentially a scene straight out of a Thanksgiving episode of Will & Grace. I have a bad, not-well-known habit of trying to play out scenes/dialogue from TV/movies in Real Life. Perhaps I'm more of an actor drama queen than I thought?
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